whats comfy even when its not

i made the embarrassing realization yesterday that, despite my largely unscheduled retired life these days, i get stressed out if my daily to-do list goes beyond 2-hr naps, all things considered and a few hours of sim city.

it turns out that 8 yrs of mavin made stress a familiar and addictive companion. sure, stress aint so fun, but it became a staple of my life, and in that sense, a sense of comfort and stability. so, even tho ive done a good job not to replace my former working hours with too much other shiz, my reactions remain the same. im sure itll take but a few more months to kick the habit. in the meantime im a loser.